Neverland

2011-03-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

What The Hell
Avril Lavigne

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
All cuz I was making out with your friend (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I can't stop cuz I'm having too much fun (yeah yeah yeah yeah)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

What? What? What? What the hell!

So what? If I go out on a million dates? (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah yeah yeah yeah)
Don't get me wrong, I just need some time to play (e-yea)

You're on your knees, begging please, stay with me (la la la)
But honestly I just need to be a little crazy (crazy! )

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can't save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
La la la la la la la
Whoa whoa whoa
You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell (what the hell! )
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (I don't care about! )
All my life I've been good, but now
I, I, I, am thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around
And I, I, I don't really care about (If you love me)
If you love me (you know)
If you hate me (you know)
You can't save me
Baby, baby (If you love me)
All my life I've been good, but now
Whoooooooa what the hell!

La la la la la la la la la la
La la la la la la la la la

Bandung. Cihampelas Walk. NAV Karaoke. Amalia Fadilla. Annisa Aprilia. Mendy Laoda. Aldila Maretta. Apriditia Leliana. Felicia Tantiana.

Hope and Pray

2011-03-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

Physic mid-term exam
Second Semester

Rising Sun

2011-03-24T14:18:00.000-07:00

:(

2011-03-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

2011-03-24T07:40:00.000-07:00

Mom's

2010-12-22T05:17:00.001-08:00

untuk pertama kalinya beli bunga untuk seseorang :)

Happy Mother's Day, Ma !
♥ ♥ ♥

Sincerely,
Yours

"Mama is the only one who really cares if I live or die. She's my whole world.." -The Waterboy (1998)

It's been a while

2010-12-18T11:54:00.000-08:00

Happy Holiday !

xxx

Belated Christmas

2009-12-28T06:03:00.000-08:00

have a wonderful christmas !

Source

Lighten Up

2009-10-22T03:36:00.000-07:00

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared.
-Buddha

source here

My Top 10 Celebrity Couples

2009-10-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

10.
Joshua Jackson and Diane Kruger.
I watched Dawson Creek when I was like 11 and just amazed by his acting.
Check out Kruger’s smile in this pict, soo beautiful. No wonder why does he fall in love with this lady :-)

9.
Alex Turner and Alexa Chung.
Fell in love with the way she wore her outfit, and she looks perfect with Arctic Monkeys’s vocalist by her side

Will Smith and Jada Pinkett-Smith
This legendary couple have been an example for many celebrity’s family in Hollywood. Way to go !

7.
David Beckham and Victoria Beckham
They were married on July 4th,1999 ! that’s why I like them lol
fyi : it’s my DOB

6. Justin Timberlake and Britney Spears
No comment.

5.
Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes
Katie said that she wanted to marry Tom Cruise since she was 16 ! What a dreams come true! First I was really upset with Cruise cause he dumped Kidman for Cruz, Nicole Kidman people. But then I know that Kidman has had Keith Urban already by her side,so I was trying to like him again :-)

4.
Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams
I’m a huge fan of “the Notebook” movie. This movie is superb ! Gosling and McAdams won the MTV Awards at 2005, can’t forget that moment. I really deplore their break up.

3.
Ben Affleck and Jennifer Garner
Picture of a perfect and a happy family. With their child, Violet, who was born in 2005

2.
Adam Brody and Rachel Bilson
First appearance at “the O.C” made me crazy both for the series and this couple. WHY DID YOU BREAK UP PEOPLE ? if you didn’t, you two will be my 1st. Seriously. If Katie wanted to marry Tom since she was 16, I really wanted to marry Brody since I was 13, for sure.

1.
Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie
Angelina Jolie is my role model ! and should I say more bout Mr. Pitt ? I don’t think so.

with the twins, Vivienne and Knox

with Zahara and Shiloh.Too cute !

My top 4 are couples on and off screen! (but before Gosling-Mcadams and Brody Bilson broke up *tears)

and I also have my imaginary couple, is it awful ? yeah idc bout that.
I thiiiink Chace Crawford and Leighton Meester are so great. Look at their photo. Is it loveeeely ? I really wish for you both, but don’t want to push you too guys :-)

Oooh I won't post for the next two weeks, it’s because I’ll have a mid-term in my school. Hope you don’t miss me much lol

sources here

it's about tweet-ter ;p

2009-09-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

Vincent Club80's meretweet me
call me lebay or whatever i don't really care, but i'll be more lebaaay if Desta does haha : D
love both of them, like i do with BilsonBrody couple

topiknya memang agak-agak menjurus jadinya saya sensor :)

Boncas, i'm following you haha, tapi ini lokal caaas.
*berharap Adam Brody meretweet gueee :')

you can see unsensored version in my twitter : ancillanoi

Dilemma

2009-09-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

Another week is over. Turn on the ‘Holiday’ mode and for forget about the test and blah blah, for a while. But now I think I won’t really enjoy this holiday, I mean from what I’ve got from Inten’s try out, it was really hit me. I didn’t study well and I got my pay. My close friend’s score was far far awaaay from me. Crap. And my scores from formative tests was suck. Seriously. I start to worry about my future. For the next 6 months. Shit sometimes I cant control myself. Laziness surrounds me. I keep blogging and tweeting and watching DVD’s which I have already watched before and another unworthy activities that really wasting my precious time.

For this holiday, some of my friends keep asking me about the retreat. Two retreats in 2 weeks. From school and the church. Wooow. I appreciate these invitations people. Really. But my mom doesn’t allow me to go to any of the retreat. Her purpose is nice. She told me that this is my time to study harder than before, and she lil’ bit upset cause I have taken a lot of retreat for 2 years,no 3 years lately and she found nothing from me. She want somethin change inside of myself. She expects me for more diligent, kinder, more respectful and more eveeerything, but sorry mom, I can’t make that wishes come true till now, I hope that everything that you want from me can be fulfilled through the time. Amen.

Talkin' bout my mom, I worried about her healthy. She came lately to home this week. It’s about a tender that her company have to face it. She work so hard, even rite now she is in her room in her office and will come late for home.This is Saturday peopleee. (Sigh) I’m so touched mom. I wish you can win this tender. I love you.
You know in situation like this, how can I talk to my mom, give me my childish face and keep asking her so she can give me permission for goin to retreat. But really I want to attend that retreat. So bad. One is bout my last retreat in my last year in high school. Another is about a big huge reunion-retreat. I have never seen this guys for 5 years. Uuuh really miss them. How can I fix all of these?
It’s a tragedy. A dilemma.

Ah Beng's

2009-09-04T04:03:00.000-07:00

Another posting for this day.
This is taken from my mom's mail which sent to my hotmail.
It makes my day better than earlier.
Enjoy

Ah Beng bought a new mobile. He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said, 'My Mobile No. Has changed. Earlier it was Blackberry Bold. Now it is iPhone'
***

Ah Beng: I am a proud because my son is in Medical College...
Friend: Really, what is he studying?
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are studying him.
***

Ah Beng: Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be OK.
Ah Beng: Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game
***

Ah Beng: If I die, will you remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will you remarry?
Ah Beng: No, I'll also stay with your sister.
***

Ah Beng: People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng: When I went to the park today, everybody said, Oh GOD! You have come again.
***

Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing, except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng: 'I was watching TV news...'
***

Ah Beng comes back to his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'He writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for compliment.'
***

How do you recognize Ah Beng in school?He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board.
***

Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.
***

Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and says'Hello, how did you know I was here?'
***

Ah Beng: Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?
***

Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng: The future tense is 'you will go to jail'
***

Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng: 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'
***

A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the evening and not in the morning
Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM
***

: )

Undiscussed Topic

2009-09-04T00:37:00.000-07:00

Gue melakukan hal yang bodoh. Tadi pas di sekolah salah satu temen baik gue mengatakan salah satu rahasia gue *mm sebenernya ini bukan rahasia sih, tapi topic which is really undeserved to be discussed in front of public ke salah satu *dan ga salah satu, ada banyaak :'( temen gue tentang rahasia itu. Gee, till now i cannot accept what she has done to me but stupidly me, I act normally in front of her like there's nothing happen. Rahasia ini berhubungan dengan salah seorang yaa bisa dibilang temen deh, dan sialnya orang itu pas ada di tempat yang sama dengan gue, and something stupid that i have done was screamin loud and yelling to one of my friend. Itu membuat orang orang semakin memperhatikan kamu, Ancilla yang pintaaar.
huff smoga aja temen temenku yang baiiiiik hati tidak memperlihatkan keanehan dan sikap sikap yang ngga jelas kalo gue dan 'dia' berada dalam satu ruangan. Ameeen

Walking Around

2009-08-22T09:29:00.000-07:00

It’s my routine to go to BTA Course at Sat, so this morning I went to school. How fool I was, I took the wrong books. I brought Inten's books, so i just wrote the notes in my binder for the whole course time. After that I got off to Bintaro, went to my granny's house. My cousin Stephanie (she is from Holland) now stays in there. She was curious about Senayan City so my mom and I took her to it, from there we went across the street and arrived at Plaza Senayan. Actually she was searching for Superhero T-Shirt for her boyfriend but we couldn’t find it in both places. After those places we went to ITC Fatmawati but we had the same result. At 05.00 we thought that Uwo ( Granny for Padang’s ) would end her fasting so we planned to go to PIM (the nearest mall from Bintaro) for eating and meeting Uwo and Aunt Tessa in there.

After we arrived there, we hurry to Bakmi GM and ate at PIM 1. After we ate we went to PIM 2 and continued for searching the T-Shirt. While Stephanie was searching, crossed the store I saw one of Indo’s Celeb, at first I forgot what his name is. He stared at a pair of sneakers on the display of a store. When I was trying to get closer to him, he entered that store, daaamn I thought, and at that time I remembered that his name is Nino Fernandez. So we continued walking around PIM 2. And after Aunt Tessa, Uwo, and Stephanie went home. My mom said to me that it wasn’t my lucky day, and after she told me that, suddenly my mom touched my hand and whispered to me “ is it him ? the actor? ” and I looked at him Oh Gooosh yes it’s him ! and without wasting the time I walked to his place and asked for a pict with him. Yeeeeeeay I did it :)

Nino Fernandez and I
(Gee my hair was soo mess up )

Stephanie and Uwo ♥

a cry-baby

2009-08-18T03:47:00.000-07:00

taken from deviantart

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that I don't hear them talk
Whenever I see you,
I'll swallow my pride
and bite my tongue
Pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

If anyone asks,
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yeah what do I care
If they believe me or not
Whenever I feel
Your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend I'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry

I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away

Is it over yet?
Can I open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets?
Is this what it feels like to really cry?
Cry
Cry

Kelly Clarkson - Cry

p.s : Ms. Clarkson, your song really hit me

Freaky Friday

2009-08-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

kedua kalinya gue ga masuk sekolah di kelas 3 ini.
Pertama pas pembukaan Schoolympic dan keduanya adalah hari ini.
Jadi tadi pagi tuh gue sebenernya udah bangun jam 05.30, karena gue ngga mendengar suara kehidupan dari luar kamar gue, akhirnya gue kembali memejamkan mata.
Kedua kalinya gue ngebuka mata gue, gue ngeliat, wiiiih udah jam 6 nih, kenapa ngga ada yang bangunin gue yaa ? dan eeeng iiing eeeeng ....
ternyata gue ngeliatnya bukan jam 6 , tapi jam Tujuh waduuuuuuh bisa gaswir nih dan ternyata emang bener banget satu keluarga pada telat semua alhasil nyokap marah marah sama gue dan bokap katanya, " gini nih kalo bergantung sama mama doang ! jadinya kalo aku kesiangan bapak sama anak ikutan kesiangan ! " aduuuuuuh maaf yaa mamamamama :'(

tapi aku kan juga sakit, jadi yaah ngga papa deh yaa ma hehe .
akhirnya gue melanjutkan rutinitas biasa gue yaitu tidur~sampe jam 9. sumpah gue kebo abis. gue bangun karena dari kejauhan udah terdengar sayup sayup suara nyokap yang akan memberikan nasihat untuk yang kedua kalinya. akhirnya cepet cepet gue bangun terus mandi.

naaaah abis mandi, nyokap gue tersayang menemani gue untuk segala keperluan gue membuat KTP, dan KTP pertama gue akan jadi hari Selasa besoooook : ) dan hanya dengan mengeluarkan sepuluh ribu rupiaaaah. seneng yaa !

abis dari lurah gue ke sekolah buat bayar psikotes dan ke inten buat ngambil duit psikotes yang tadinya mau disana. abis katanya psikotesnya mirip 100% sama yang kelas 1. jadi sama aja gue buang duit dan waktu kaaaan. abis dari sana kita ke arion buat makan siang~hokbeen terus pulang deeeh .

nah sampe rumah gue minum obat, ketiduran sampe jam 3 dan bangun siap siap mau pergi sama icon. dia mau ngajakin gue ke ambas sekalian nemenin dia beli dvd. seneeng deeeh karena gue udah lama ga ketemu dia. sumpah gue jadi ngerasa bersalah banget karena udah lama ga main ke gereja. gue baru sadar pas ketemu icon tadi gue tuh udah banyak melewatkan masa masa indahnya gereja~ ya walaupun gue pernah menjadi salah satu bagian dari masa masa gereja juga, tapi tetep aja . huuuh kangen banget bisa pergi bareng yang lain, retret bareng, misa bareng, ngamen bareng, sampe dimarah-marahin bareng hahaha
thaaanks ya icon buat waktunyaaa langgeng sama pacarmu ya nak~semoga sukses amin amin biar bisa sering sering nraktir guee :) thanks juga pizzanya ya hahaha .

i wish i could turn back time

oh iya gue mesti cerita sama lo , abis lo nganterin gue balik, kan ada supirnya om gue. nah pas gue udah nyampe di depan rumah gue dia bilang, " ga diajak masuk sekalian neng ?" dengan tampang cengengesan. ampun deh malu gue sial pasti dia nyeritain ke om gue dan om gue ke tante gue, dan tante gue ke nyokap gue Jedeeeeerrrr mamam deh guee

*Tuhan maaf aku sama sekali lupa kalau hari ini Jumat Pertama
:(

dan sampailah gue sampe sekarang. seharusnya gue latian buat psikotes besok niiih.
huuuuh gue juga harus menyiapkan mental dan kalimat untuk menghadapi nyokap nih untuk menjelaskan kemana gue sore tadi

wish me luck yaa
xxx

Maker 2012

2009-08-04T02:47:00.000-07:00

please WELCOME new members of Rokat 8 !

Jumat minggu lalu , rokat 2012 ngebuat acara pertama (wajib) angkatan mereka.
uuh pertamanya gue dan temen-temen yang lain harus nunggu lama gara gara kendaraan yang ditumpangi hardy dan alumni terjebak oleh kemacetan sehari hari kota Jakarta.
jadi gue dan temen temen gue berinisiatif untuk berfoto foto di kloset sang empunya rumah

akhirnya setelah nunggu selama hampir 2 jam yang kita tunggu-tunggu dateng jugaa,
oh iya kita sempet kaget dan seneng banget karena kakak alumni angkatan 2004 bisa dateng ke maker ! dia capek capek pulang dari kantornya rela dateng ke maker 2012 untuk bertemu dengan new members. saluuuuuut !
ini dia fotonyaa

yang paling kiri ~ Kak Vita
maaf yaa kak kalo fotonya kurang bagus

kak Vita ini juga yang menginspirasi gue untuk memilih fakultas FTI UI sebagai pilihan pertama. dia mengatakan bahwa jurusan inilah yang paling netral karena lo juga bisa kerja di bank. inilah salah satu tujuan gue yaitu kerja di bank tanpa harus kuliah jurusan Ekonomi. huuuuh semoga aja ya Tuhan Amin Amin bisa kesampean kuliah disanaa.
thanks to Kak Vita for inspiring me

kembali ke maker. setelah semua pada ngumpul akhirnya kita melakukan ibadat singkat dan langsung~dinner. makanan yang dihidangkan mantab walaupun sederhana dan sempat tersisa banyak.
akhirnya setelah kenyyaang kita ngumpul bareng dan sharing pengalaman apa aja yang udah dijalankan sebagai anggota rokat 8.
kangen banget bisa ngerasain suasana keluarga di 8.
thank you 2012 !

semoga kita bisa menjalin keakraban seerat eratnya amiin :)

(alumni Rokat SMAN 8 Jakarta)

My First Posting !

2009-07-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

hari pertama gue untuk nulis di blog perdana gue ini. "cieee.. akhirnya punya blog jugaaa", kayaknya kata-kata itu tuh yang bakal gue denger selama beberapa hari ke depan. yaaaah ngga papalah, kayaknya memang sudah waktunya gue untuk mengikuti trend blog ini.

i'm gonna spill it out in this blog :)

jumat kemaren, gue sekolah dengan sangat ngantuk tapi terhibur banget karena ternyata ada 21st Night yang manggung di 8 ! Woow ! ga nyangka juga karena emang ga tau sebelumnyaa.

ini ada beberapa foto-foto gue bersama teman teman gue, dan 21st Night of course !

with the guitarist

sama pemain keyboard yang cute :p tapi dia ga liat ke arah handphone gue hiks hiks. i envy you ms. atikaah . look more pictures at my facebook !

sorenya pas selesai nonton mini concertnya 21st Night, gue , didi , dan risma pergi ke jatinegara buat hunting buku pelajaran dengan diskon yang lumayaan , tapi ternyata yang gue cari gak ada. huuh udah panas panasan tuh padahal. akhirnya didi sama risma beli buku mat dan beberapa buku lain terus sama-sama pulang.

sesampainya gue dirumah, gue menemukan my lovely mom sedang bersantai di depan tv a.k.a cabut dari kantor, waah hati-hati looh ma, nanti bisa-bisa like mother like daughter anaknya jadi ikutan cabut juga haha

terus ga tau kenapa gue ngantuk banget akhirnya gue tidur sampe jam 8. sumpah gue kebo abis. abis bangun bukannya langsung mandi malah makan + nonton OVJ.

setelah mandi, ol bentar, terus icon nelfon gue buat keperluan ppanya. kangen banget gue sama lo con sueer deh. doain aja deh con biar kita dan anak ppa bisa ngumpul bareng lagi ya amiiiiiin .

fuuh. akhirnya sampe deh di sekitar jam 1 pagi dan gue merasa kalo sudah saatnya ! untuk membuat blog.
semoga aja hari ini lebih baik dari hari kemareen :)
Good Night